Wait, wait I wouldnt give up! We all aren't pros when we first start out. You should see how bad my first plastic 1:24 kit came out (when I was 6) It is the ugliest thing ever in my whole collection but the first of many to come. All it takes is some patience, sometimes luck, and time. My main rule as a diecast modder or model builder is " work as slow as possible." I know it can be hard but all you need to make great mods or models is one thing, the "want" to do it. If you ever need help Im completely at your disposal. Im no pro but I have a lot of experience in the field of modding and model kit building. And if I dont know I can direct you in the right path to find a better answer. Dont give up!